morning

PS by Fan

presentation and mid-term

It was really a short week because of the tests and presentation.

I felt something changed during my test, for instance,the writngting test.I ususally did a draft before I wrote the final copy,well,at least a draft in mind.I knew how to do a brain storm but I just couldn't get used to it.But this time, I did a brainstorm and I didn't write a draft at all.What surprised me more was that I didn't feel hard to write 400words,in fact,I wrote much more than that.Maybe I'm making progress I guess.

When talking about the presentation, being part of the audience I felt very dissappointed.Compared to What my classmate did in the ESL programm last semester,this time was really boring.I can stil remember how fantastic my dear friends did in that programm.Yes, thier English was not as good as my classmates here.But they did it very attractive.I mean, they put effert in it.They showed their enthusiasm and passion. However, nobody seems to be interested in presentation here.I guess it is because of the pressure.Those guys in ESL learnt for fun at that time. ....miss them a lot.

zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz, I also heard something very bad happened in my friends' class.Someone's cell phone rang during the listening test!what?!the third one...that could be regarded as crime!!!She didin't even turn it off immidiately ?Even didn't say sorry to the classmetes after the test?!!!

What the hell was that?BTW ,that test was really hard.Bad Murray ,he's going to kill us...

Anyway, the reading week is coming.

Have a good time everyone.C ya soon.

what a weekend

Didn't go skating or swimming last week,I planned to do at least one kind of sport or activity this weekend. Not only to keep healthy but also release the mental pressure I've been suffering these days.  But as what things usually happen to me, it seems I'll do nothing but a busy boring weekend.

First,the homework.I have to finish typing my research project . Yes,type. When I told my friends at home that almost every homework we've done here needs good copy, they were all surprised. Why do we have to type them out?Easy for teachers to read and mark. We've paid a lot of  money to study here and now we need to pay more for the paper. I don't know why are Canadians so confident about their paper production,how they know that after hundreds of years they still have so many trees. Whatever,that's not our trees. For us Chinese, well ,we don't care about the money,we do care about the trees and the next and next and next generation.

Second, I'm now working at the Starbucks. One of my co-work doesn't feel well today, so I offered my help and took her shift,which means I have to work 3 more hours today. What  confused me is that there were so many people coming for coffee today. What happened?I even wanted to go outside and check whether there's a poster "free coffee today" or not. Next week I'll probably drink before I go to work.

Anyway,mid-term's coming next week.I have to change my mood and get ready for it.

gotta work

Where is our Spring Festival?

As everybody knows,the Spring Festival is the most important festival for all of the Chinese.No matter we are at the North Pole or on MARS,we manage our way home!It's time for home!Family! What else can be more important than family?We've already left our family,why must we drop the custom of our country?


Just imagine what if you guys do not have Christmas!

It's unfair.
It's almost kind of political control.

I hate it.
very much.

better

After having a big cup of berryblossom, my stomach felt much better.Maybe it was because Mr.Ming Lee' E-mail actually.For three weeks I'be been in a low mood,trying my best to smile when being with others at school,pretending I'm all right.But I'm not.I know I'm not Ok.

My mom heard that I might go to university in May,and she said "go to the university and do not go home then"even without a one-second hesitation.What's going on ? Isn't she the one who saying missing me everyday?What does "for your good you'd better go to university as soon as possible,guaduate as soon as possible,find a job as soon as possible.........."mean????Come on
,it's not China,it's Canada!I'm not going to die if I guaduate later than others,I'm not going to have nothing to eat or become a beggar lying in the street when it's -40'C.Since I came here ,I've changes lot of my old opinions.I like this city and this country.It's quiet ,though maybe too quiet sometimes,but I fell comfortable living here.How can I suvive in a new place with my head full of past living rules?

So glad that I may not have a chance to go to university in MAY.Some may say I'm crazy.YeahI know my classmates in my home town are going to have their third year in university when I finally be accepted.They will have been working for two years when I start my university here.What is the big deal?Who can tell me what is the goal of life?Study,work,make
moneyget married,raise children,die.Is this the formality for everybody's life?I don't think so.I know I'm unique.I have enough confidence that I can survive in any culture,anywhere.That's enough.

Now I feel much better.My stress releases on one thing,and I can concentrate on my study now.
YOHO.
Fan is fantastic.
She is back.

skating~~~

Hey guys,I've just been back from swimming.soooooo sorry...
For those who want to go skating,we'll meet at4:30p.m. at the olympic oval tomorrow(SAT)
C u then.

Heading Home

It seems that everybody's heading home in my hometown.After suffering another semester in their university which is not mine any more,my dear buddies are going home without doubt.
But I,I am still here.
When they enjoy their winter holidays,I'm getting my shoes ruined by the endless snow .When they wake up in the morning,actually,noon maybe,I have just finished my classes and started my part-time job.While they are sleeping soundly in their warm little bad filled by teddys or other fluffy friends whatever,I'm taking my morning shower before school with my eyes closed...
3 months,it has been thress months since I came to Calgary and I still haven't changed the time on my laptop yet.Hey buddies,I had told you guys before I left didn't I?I wanna share the same time with you guys,every hour,every seconds.As you say,you are just being with me like ever.
I don't know what to say.I've told you guys hundreds of times that please donnot say you miss me.That will make me cry.
Have a nice holiday with your families.That's the best wish I can give to you guys.Because that's what I really cherish but cannot have at all...